(first performed at woodstock 94")
Years of self denial make me put it inside
And when it comes time to get real all I can do is hide
Oh, Id like to get out from underneath these walls
Sometimes I look back at my life and I wonder if Ive gone too far
Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all
And I wonder if I belong to you
Oh, I try to get out from underneath these walls
But so many times Ive reached out and I ... somethin at all
Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all
And I wonder if I belong to you
Somethin in your eyes sees right to me, right through me
Like you knew me, I hope you do
Dont wanna know about any of this horror
Dont wanna feel all the pain in the world
Dont wanna know about any of these nightmares
Dont wanna stand alone in my room
I think Im ready to be pulled out
I been hangin round this place for so long - please get me out
Id like to have somethin more to show than all this pain
The things that go on in my life I cant explainn