It's always back and forth and undecided
Trying my hand at random slight of chance
Am I living up to anything?
Wasted time it kills me slowly
Choking back the this and that's I cannot seem to choose
I'm loose upon myself
And I'm afraid of my indifference
Do I even care enough to care to get back to a place
Hidden in yesterdays
Awe that always robs your breath away
Stars are holes in the sky
Shining from Heaven's light
City sparkles dance in the night
Distance is an illusion of the mind
If a reflection only shows what inherently lacks
Then every sight and song is just another step back
It's like pretending you can fly and soaring high to somewhere new
Then settling for the ground when from the start you really wanted the sky
I caught a glimpse of who I could be
But I can't stay awake
